Speechless
August 10, 2006 by dryxanne
I have been speechless for quite sometime.
Nah…i know u all out there who knows me wouldnt believe i can be speechless. Well i didnt mean that i didnt speak at all, i meant about this blog. Several times i felt the urge to write somethings, but then i held back, or i couldnt find words to express what i felt (now, THAT’s a news!).
So, the most accurate term to my state now is im speechless.
I’ve got so much i wanted to share with somebody but seems that i never could find anybody suitable enough to take all the complainings and whinings (yeah yeah…im a pathetic ungrateful piece of a** who still got complaints day by day..). Even if i did think of someone, that person usually is not nearby. Or sometimes i thought to spill it all on the blog, but then, thought back, nope, cant do, got bosses on my friends’ list haha…Not that i have complaints about my work, and note this, i aint got any complaints about my work now, at least not yet. But the fact that any of my bosses would perhaps read my blogs, it just scares the s**t out of me…nah…it just feels uncomfortable, u know what i mean…
Anyway, there are no words (or ways) to actually express what i feel now, as im feeling hell lot more than i could think i would be. So, perhaps i’ll just wait until i meet someone to spill it all out, and then, you all will read a new post, probably called NO LONGER SPEECHLESS!!
Yay…
Isnt that great?
